My first ever blog thingo.
Wassup. For those who doesn't know me, my name's Gin,as in the alcoholic beverage.
(Yes,I am half naked,because i'm a jobless bum)

^^ me as of 9/11/06 (a day before my organisation and management exam, good going gin)
As an introduction, i'm a 19 yr old malaysian guy who's now living in Melbourne and studying for a Bachelor of Business Information Systems degree in Swinburne University of Technology . I would like to say that i love cute puppies and little rabbits, and i love all type of music except for death metal,and mainly around the hard trance/rap(see:
Cunninlynguists)/jpop/jrock/genres, and pretty much everything else that's meaningful.
No. I am not gay.
Well, the last few weeks have been hectic,and for some reason, the end of year exams seemed like the least of my worries. It all started after an incident that occurred right after my 2nd car accident(minor) 1-2 months ago that made me see a side of me that i truly hated.The '
dumbassthinkcalmlyandunderstandyoursituationandresponsibilitybefore
doingorsayingsomethingnextimeoryouwillenduphurtingyourselfandyourlovedonesfeelings' side. To the particular person i hurt...you know who you are and i would like to say i'm sorry...again
I guess it's safe to say i've learnt my lesson and i sincerely hope that i won't do anything this stupid again.
Another interesting that happened is that after that incident, i got to know this girl whom i've gotten sorta close with,and even though we are pretty much the opposite of each other (our tastes in fashion, religious beliefs,food and diet,and me being a lazy bastard and she's not) we manage to click well with each other, understand and predict each other's motives and actions suprisingly well,despite the fact that we are like 7000km or more apart.
She managed to broaden my views in regarding people and broadened my sense of responsibility, as to not take things in life for granted, and encouraged me to pick up my life again from scrap,through her life's experience (2006 is probably the worst year in my life,too much shit that had happened that i won't get into..for now,and also the fact that i've been unemployed for 9-10 months or so after quitting my previous job as a kitchen hand)
So now i pray that i'll be able to be fully responsible and independent for myself,get a decent job...and hopefully have the strength and determination to work again...for about 50 hours a week(for the 2-3 months break after my last exam), and pray that her 'grand plan' would work,and when that happens i hope i'll be able to support her.
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(BOOOYAHH!~~ I CAN DO IT!! -_-'')